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RelapseIt’s like counting
Saturn’s rings,
hash marks
along your limbs -
remembering a time
when

‘just one more’

made you feel better.

- & you’re sitting there
wondering why
Draco, stuck in limbo
always looks like he’s

falling.
UneditedWe cry.
We scream.
We fight for our dream.

We scream.
We cry.
We're just waiting to die.

The same emotions
with a different drive.
Sometimes dead, sometimes alive.

The same in one way,
different in another
brother and sister, sister and brother.

So close in feeling,
so different in the end.
Falling apart, or finally on the mend?

Which am I?
Will I ever know?
Fighting to stay or ready to go?

Maybe I'm both,
in some impossible way.
Emotions oddly mixed everyday.

Wouldn't surprise.
I'm such a freak.
Excuse me, I laugh, I should call it "unique"
Battle in my MindEat.
    Don't eat.
Take it easy.
        Work out until you pass out.
Get help.Tell someone.
            Keep it a secret. It's only for you and me.
You're perfect.
                You're worthless.
You're beautiful.
                    You're disgusting.
Why won't you listen?
                        They don't understand.
Let me help you.
                            You don't understand.
Show me.
                                No!
I love you..
                                   
WorthlessWorthless,
the name that cuts like a knife,
Me,
it's all that you see inside,
My heart,
is breaking with every breath I take
The lies,
the only thing I can't seem to face.
In The Daylight
In The Daylight

A false downfall
An unexpected revival

Sunset to moonset
Shining through darkness

Life...redefined
Death...redesigned

In the valley of promises- I will fear no end
On the brink of weakness- I will ascend
-
Roads of the toughest
Paths of the darkest

I conditioned my flawed limits
So fearful memories won't be paralytic

I had to raise my own spirit
Strength and endurance become so vivid

A chance for change / A moment of fate
A time to make peace / A brief feeling of creed
A sealing of my slate / A silencing of my mistakes
A secret ready to be freed / A chain soon-to-be incomplete

Pain and peace are infinite
Judge the wrat
Ode to the boy with diamonds for eyesI think we were a collision course waiting to happen
And when I think back to the day when we first
Stumbled across one another, red sneakers hanging off gutters
Cherry cola voice overs and dilated pupils
We led one another on to believe in the night sky of connect the dot constellations

You wanted to dissect me and peer into the insides of my lungs
Only to find witches breath and dandelions
Slicing iron vowels you locked your hands in mine
And we fell into the static of dreaming disease
The operating table broke away to reveal a sky that never existed
And we couldn't help but laugh at the irony
Because wishing was never an option
The ane
wallflower clippingsthere's scar tissue in her throat,
swollen around the words she never said;
dark rings around her eyes
like planets unremembered, and
a staleness to her touch,
the crystalline Dead Sea.

she's living like a story
that's already been told
"if no one loved you
would you mean anything at all?"

in that moment,
we forget to exist.
Our MasksThe masks we wear are perfect
Never loose and rarely tight
They keep us safe from others
And keep our demons out of sight

They smile when we are broken
And laugh when we simply must
No blemish or imperfection
A creation that will never rust.

I seldom ever remember
Who I am without my mask
That to peel off that layer
Is such a daunting task

All others carry one as well
Wherever they may go
And no matter what is on their minds
Only the molded mask will show.

The lies they preach in public
Or the scars along their wrists
Are left mute to others knowledge
Ignorance is such a splendid gift

My mask is oh so perfect
Not a crack will show
Alway
We are the King and Queen of Broken DreamsStanding still in a mine field, staring at all we have left.
We were so young, we didn’t stop to think.
Now we’re in a car crash, teetering on the brink.
If you were to leave me now, I don’t know what I’d do.
 
It was a whirl wind romance,
A light when all was black, a spark of something when all was bleak.
You swept me off my feet and made me feel brand new.
I thought we could live forever and I’m certain you did to.
 
We built a house without foundations
And now we’re falling down,
Everything’s crumbling around us, time slipping through out fingertips.
People used to walk past us but they were to drunk to see,
That our lives are coming apart around us, there is no light as far as we can see.
 
There was no fire to start with,
Just two broken things, the world had left behind.
The casualties of other people’s dreams of power, money and control,
Spat out onto the curb to rot away and die.
We never stood a chance or so
LonelyLonely.
Unnoticed.
People don't even look
when they walk by.
Always ignored...
Nobody even asks my ideas,
my opinion.
Nobody even knows
who I am.
When people see me,
they either ignore me,
or ask a question:
"Who are you?"
But they don't even bother
to listen to my response:
"I'm Canada."
Forgotton.
Forgotton by everyone.
Forgotton by my friends, my allies.
Maybe one day
Someone will remember my name.
Canada.
Her SideTomorrow she'll be gone,
but what can you say?
Nothing can help her.
The pain won't go away.

But she would've stopped,
you could've said no.
That's what she wanted,
someone to say don't go.

That someone wanted her,
or at least would try.
That someone would grieve
if she were to die.

But you just stared,
nodding your head,
and she realized the truth
with a feeling of dread.

No one wanted her.
No one cared.
Not even you,
with the the love you shared.

So she said good-bye,
and you watched her leave.
She may have had the rope,
but now you can't breathe.
Falling off the EdgeDo you know what it feels like?
To nearly fall off the edge,
but not quite...
just so that you're dangling;
clinging for your worthless life
lest it fall into the sea of loneliness.
Your callused, pink fingers turning
to a shade of purplish-red of pain
as it does it best to hold on.

Splash.

In the sea of loneliness,
everything is crisp, translucent.
There is nothing around you,
you are alone...
unlike other people,
you have no one
clamouring to save you;
you have no one
diving in to get you out.

There is no point
screaming for help,
you will only waste
the little time and air you have left.
You only have the darkness
of the sea envelop
Lost In ConfusionLost In Confusion

My mind is spinning without a rest
Emotions whirl and twirl around
A merry-go-round gaining speed
Until the world blurrs before my eyes
What's happening? What's going on?

The simplest thought slips away
Right from my mind, fading so fast
Trying to focus, I stare and stare
Until my eyes are heavy and unclear.
I don't understand, what is going on..

Emotions rise and fall again
Within the blink of an eye
I'm crying, laughing, and depressed
A roller-coaster ride that never ends
Am I losing my mind in this?

I try to close my eyes and rest
But the world spins me around
I feel like I am failing this test
Voices and noises echo
Deactivatedthere are voids and black holes
and wounds,
papercuts sinking deep into
finger fissures
only to meet the unmarred love
of bones, strong and
bare and pure.

dark oceans are bleached
into tears that leave nothing
but sea salt in my lips

and my words are injustice
to the death of
your poetry.

this is me
drowning,
trying to be
you

trying to preserve the ardor
of your words
and the honey sweet taste
of your passion

it's also
how my lungs work
(when I don't read something from you
I die more than a little on the inside).
With This RingWith this ring,

I swear to keep myself pure.

To not give myself away until the night of my marriage,

To the one whom God has chosen for me.

With this ring,

I swear to avoid the temptations

That may lead me astray

And defile me.

With this ring

I swear to not only keep my body pure,

But to keep pure my mind.

To not think perverted thoughts,

To not corrupt myself from within.

With this ring,

I swear that all of what I am will be pure

For he who is to be my husband.
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don't know what I'm doing
feeling so lonely falling away,
something is slipping fading,
What am I to do
when I feel so blue
can I keep on smiling,
or will it fade away.
Something tells me
that I will find the answers
but all I see is pieces,
what is going on.
Don't understand anything
what have i done wrong
lost in the darkness,
hiding in the shadows.
Falling away piece by piece
picking up the shattered bits
trying to put them back again,
making everything seem okay.
Strike: The Story of a Tallest prologue.Strike stared out the window of the Irken Empire Main Battle Ship or the I.E.M.B.S. for short,into the cold depths of space.
Sighing he turned around looking at all the crew members before walking out and down the hall,many greeted him as he walked the vast halls of the battle ship towards his quarters,eventually making it into his room he looked around for a certain object.
Looking through one of the many draws in his room he found it,a medium Digital note pad with all his logs on it from when he was a smeet up until today. Strike closed the draw and  floated over to his bed before sitting down,opening the digital note pad with his password,he started to read from the very beginning where his handwriting wasn't quite neat as it is now.
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wind blows
the tears fall down
time ticks onward
everything repeats.
Poem for a friendSometimes I wish I could be there for you
Only I can make your day less grey
Never give up and never give in
Go on and keep moving forward
Over and over again
Forget all of the painful memories you have
Live life and stay strong
In this world I can be your closest friend
Very good at making you smile
Even when your down
So please smile for me
Sometimes goodbye is a second chance.Sometimes goodbye is a second chance
please let me take your hand for one last dance
don't be afraid of me even with just one glance,
give me a chance for this please for me.
Don't let me fade away forever
please can we be together
one more time and day even if it's for awhile,
I just wish to see you be happy and smile.
Sometimes goodbye is a second chance
give me a chance to change for the better,
give me a reason to keep on going further
please let me have one more chance,
to take your hand for one last dance.
I don't want to lose or let you fall
please don't leave me all alone
I don't want to be feared any more,
please don't walk out of that door.
Please give me one last dance with you
because all I know is that I love you
sometimes goodbye is a second chance,
so take my hand for one last dance.
Sometimes good bye is a second chance maybe even for one last goodbye =HalfInane-HalfMental

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True Love: My Heart

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I love you no matter what happens at all
I know you will not let me fall or slip away
you're the only one in my heart forever,
never letting me go even from the start.

I want to say much more to you
but there's only so much I can say
because you take my breath away,
before I can even speak a single word.

My love for you will never fade away
my world will never turn to grey
with the love in my heart from the start,
I know you will never break me apart.

You're the only one so close to me
I never felt this way before
but I can tell just from you being here,
there's nothing to fear anymore.

You're the light to my dark
the one who helps me be free
out of the cold and into the warmth,
away from the night and into the light.

Saving me from the shadows of this cold dark night
holding me tight in your arms in the light
trying to win this one fight for me,
just because you love me with all your heart
and you would never let me fall apart even from the start

True love comes from the heart and soul .=HalfInane-HalfMental
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Love from my heart even from the start *HalfInane-HalfMental
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~LordDreadRaven Sep 6, 2012
*hugs* Love you <3
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=HalfInane-HalfMental Sep 6, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I Love you so much my cookie well I guess I'll be off <3 Goodnight.*kisses* <3
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=HalfInane-HalfMental Sep 6, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
awe I Love you too <3 :cookie:
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